Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Goals I want to meet :)

I have a list of goals that I would like to accomplish before I get my life started...some are accomplished, some are in the process of, and some are far off...

Graduate college๐ŸŽ“✔️
Find my dream job๐Ÿ’ฐ๐Ÿ“Š๐Ÿ’ป✔️
Fall in love๐Ÿ‘ซ๐Ÿ’•✔️
Get married๐Ÿ‘ฐ๐Ÿ’✔️
Quit smoking๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿšฌ✔️
Get off b.c๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿ’Š✔️
Get off Zoloft๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿ’Š
Lose 30ish pounds ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ‡
Get my own health insurance๐Ÿ˜ท✔️
Stop drinking regular soda☕✔️
Move๐Ÿก๐Ÿ‘ช✔️
New car๐Ÿš—๐Ÿš•๐Ÿš™
Make babies!๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐ŸŽˆ

I will update this as they happen.


Update! Funny how life throws us curve balls, I was just diagnosed with PCOS, just started metformin and will be starting clomid in January if my levels are not improving drastically. The diagnosis is devastating but I finally have answers to ALL my medical problems.... Stay tuned.

I had a pretty good day

I worked 9 hours, without a cigarette! 4 days down and a life time to go :) I'm excited to see what the future holds for me and my future family. I hope my future child knows how the thought of them has made this decision that much easier. 

After work I met em at Mikey's house and hung out with them, Ruben and beena! It's been a while :) I missed everyone so much! We all tried each others vapes and I'm excited to get new flavored and different nicotine strengths :) 

Then em took me to eat at Los victors? :) yummmmmy! I know without actual cigarettes my weight is going to get confused....one thing at a time though.

One goal at a time :) 

Monday, June 17, 2013

Smoke free is the way to be

Today is day 3 no cigarettes. It's been tough!thank god for this vape!

 Cons: Chills, sweats, irritable, upset stomach, headache, and anxiety!!

Pros: the obvious I will no longer be a smoker, saving money, my sense of smell is coming back, taste buds are coming back, using teeth whitener isn't a waste of time...and most importantly I'm preparing a healthy crash pad for my (hopefully not too far off) future baby. :) 

So the pros are definitely out weighing the cons as of right now and I've made it through the hardest part they say. So lets keep on trucking :) 

Sunday, June 16, 2013

my Something Blue VoxBox came in!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeep! i'm sooo excited! my something blue voxbox came in! i've been waiting for one for months! this is my second, and i hope for many many more! 

check it out ^^^^^
i did receive these products complimentary, for review purpose only.

Something Blue VoxBox included:

  • Luster Premium White full size tube of tooth paste! apparently it's supposed to whiten your teeth after one brushing, we will see...and i'm very excited about this product!
  • 2 travel size packs of Precision tip Q-tips! love love love these! very very excited!
  • 2 packs of Kiss Ever EZ Lashes! each pack as 2 pair and an applicator so a total of 4 pair and 2 applicators! i wore them to work last night and I've never had so many compliments!!!
  • 1 pack of Urgent Rx Fast Powders...never seen these, but i'm curious! i get head aches all the time, so i hope it works!
  • Dr. Scholl's woman's ball of foot cushion! i hate how uncomfortable my heels are by the end of the work day, so tomorrow it's on!!!
  • and lastly coupons! the extreme coupon-er that lives inside my soul was very very excited about this! there's four for Luster Premium White! and one coupon for kiss lashes! and a brochure and challenge for My trio rings! oh my they are gorgeous!

i already am married, but this VoxBox was awesome! love everything I've tried and can't wait to try what i haven't! happy reviews to you! 

Happy Father's Day.

In this day in age...it's rare to have a father in your life...even though it hasn't been the best relationship....I'm grateful that he's here on this earth and I'm able to say I can talk to him whenever I want. He walked me down the isle and everything changed. For the first time I felt that he genuinely care about his only baby girl and that day changed out relationship forever.  Thank you for coming back into my life daddy.


Saturday, June 15, 2013

I've never had a blog before so bare with me, I'm new at this...


It's always been hard for me to talk or write about myself, but I'll try my best...

My name is Lindsay, but you can call me LuLu. I'm twenty-two years old. I have a few very important people in my life that I will talk about frequently, so let me introduce them now...
  • Randal-aka-Ranpoopie, Randoodle, Ranbooboo- my husband, and the love of my life. We got married in October of 2012,I love him with everything I am, even though he's the biggest pain in my butt. He thinks he knows everything about everything, and I've learned to not tell him otherwise. He's a Volkswagen enthusiast, and he has a glorious beard in which I love.
  • Emily-aka-Em, Emery, or my L.P. (life partner)- She's been my best friend for almost five years, her and her three kids are my family, at the lowest point in my life, she opened her door to me and put a roof over my head, and food in my stomach. She has shown me what true friendship is. We spend a lot of time together, and can laugh for hours and no one will ever understand us or our sense of humor. We've been to hell and back together and will continue to hold each other's hands through life's hardest trials and tests that are thrown our way.
  • Mom- I'm lucky to say we're best friends, and I'm lucky she's alive, I've almost lost her twice, once to cancer, and once to an awful accident, she was the victim of a hit and run on her bicycle and broke almost every bone on the right side of her body, but she still wakes up everyday with a smile on her face and a positive outlook on life. She'e the strongest, most grounded woman I've ever met, she encourages me to be a better person and love life.


These three are my rocks in life, they have molded me into the person i am today. I try to live by example. I try to be the best person i can possibly be, and my two favorite things in the world are love and laughter, because without these, the world would be a darker place. I want to live my life with purpose, I want to make a mark on this earth, and i want to make a difference, even if in a few people's lives, it's what I strive for. I like to think of my self as a free spirit, a free spirit whom is diagnosed with O.C.D...so as free as i can be. I'm not a clean freak, nor I don't check the locks 12 times before leaving the house, which doesn't mean i don't have ticks. I just have a lot going on in my head and sometimes have a hard time turning it off is all. I tend to obsess on things for no apparent purpose...
  •  Driving- I have certain streets I avoid, and if I do decide (which is a rarity) to take the freeway, I like the second lane from the right, not the slow lane but the next one...
  •  Teeth Brushing- if one hand gets wet I have to wet the other...and after brushing my teeth I have to blow my nose. 
  • Lists- everything i do, i make a list. Magnetic notepads are all over my fridge.
These things may sound odd to you, but it's who I am, and if I can learn to cope, so can you.

I'm learning new things everyday, and I love to write about my thoughts, feelings,and depth on this journey called life. I thought a blog would be a step in the right direction for me...

With Love,
LuLu