Love and loss

It's truly unreal how losing someone brings people together, well try losing like we have this year. 💜Jonathan, Kirk and Darling, & Christian💜this year has been way too much on so many people, but it has definitely brought out the true colors of many people. Good, bad, and the ugly. I have had confirmation on the friends I hold near and dear, and I've also got some clarification on the people who claimed to be there until there was actually something to be there for. With each loss it gets harder and harder because the pain from the last wound is re-opened, and in my case, the first was the deepest and most painful wound of them all. I'm back on Zoloft, so I've stopped crying so much, but the pain inside is still there, the tears just dried up. I'll be back to updating the blog soon enough, but I'm truly dealing with life and loss right now and can't seem to find it in me to be positive.

Stay tuned 

Xoxo

Lulu

Nothing ever came of it.

The ultrasound came back with "a few polyps" but nothing life changing... 

Stay tuned.

Xoxox

Lulu.