So many changes.

IThe past few months have been crazy. Just checking in. I'm on a break from blogging but I do want to continue eventually. Emotions are out of control. No longer ttc. Want a new job, working on saving my marriage that isn't doing so well, and I recently found out that my husband is battling addiction. All my psych Meds have been upped. Dealing with a lot of fears and what ifs. Trying to stream in positive and keep seeking help through this awesome therapist I found. Mindfulness is incredible, I'll see if I can blog about that soon. Until then, I'm faking my smile to get through the pain, thanks for understanding.