Update ultrasound

This morning was my ultrasound, 

Dr. M was in an emergency c- section,

So the tech and nurse was all I had, 

He told he he needed a better view of the ovaries because he saw some "polyps"...

I won't get results until next week.

After two doses of provera, tonight I stopped my 47 day binge, but still don't feel too wonderful... I'll keep you posted.

Xoxo,

luLu

I'm nervous

So considering since July 18 I have been bleeding (with a total of 16 days off) that's makes 45+ days bleeding... Provera gave me 4 days of relief, but nothing else has seems to work.... I'm bleeding so much that I have to change my super tampon every hour, while wearing a pad too, just to be on the safe side.

Anyways, after I emailed dr.m he suggest I scheduled a ultra sound, which I'm nervous about. This Friday I will be going in and they're going to be looking for any abnormalities, like cysts, and/or anything that may be causing this prolonged situation. 

At this lint in willing to do anything to make this bleeding stop.

Stay tuned, 

Xoxo,

Lulu

September is PCOS awareness month

September is PCOS awareness month and the women of PCOS Divas have done some incredible work to have already improved awareness without a doubt! Every time I think I know everything about my own diagnosis, I learn something new. Thanks to these incredible ladies. Check out  http://pcosdiva.com or PCOS  Divas on Facebook! 

Below are just a few screen shots of what I've really related to, or recently learned off their Facebook posts; 

August 2,2015 sucked.

65 to 0 in 2 seconds on the 91 freeway... 

My first ever accident, and 

Surprisingly enough, Bertha was fixable...

and so was I. THANK GOD. 

Bruised were pretty graphic: 

May 14,2015 was hard...

""Man dies in crash on 210 Freeway in PasadenaBy: Brian Day Thursday, May 14, 2015 - 7:36 p.m.PASADENA >> A man died after his car collided with a delivery truck on the rain-slickened 210 Freeway in Pasadena on Thursday afternoon, officials said. The crash occurred about 2:45 p.m. on the westbound 210 Freeway at Lincoln Avenue, California Highway Patrol Officer Patrick Kimball said. Initial reports indicated a gray sedan hydroplaned and went out of control before crashing into the truck, Kimball said.The front end of the car became pinned beneath the truck, trapping the driver, Kimball said. The man, estimated to be about 30, was pronounced dead at the scene. Officials issued a Sig Alert affecting the right-hand lane of the westbound 210 Freeway through 7 p.m. officials said. Officers from the CHP's Altadena office are handling the investigation.""

Jonathan Stewart James was by far one of the most amazing people that ever walked into my life. I met him 9 years ago, and my love only grew stronger with every year of friendship. One of those people you can go to with your best or worst days, he was always there. In recent years I didn't get to spend nearly enough time with him, but we talked at least weekly, and I know that he was the happiest now then he has ever been. I am honored to have called him a dear friend. It's truly amazing how one person can make such a positive impact on so many people's lives. I hate that it takes such tragedy to open my eyes, but I'm going to be making some changes and different choices in my life. It's time to let go of grudges and be kind to one another. Life is too short for petty stuff. We lost a great man, but we gained an even better angel. My heart is broken but I rest assured that he will be watching over me daily. Rest in paradise Mr. James.

"When I have come to the end of the road 

and the sun has set for me

I want no rites in the gloom filled room,

Why cry for a soul set free.

Miss me a little - but not too long 

And not with your head bowed low 

Remember the love that we once shared 

Miss me -but let me go

For this is a journey we all must take 

And each must go alone 

It's all a part of the master plan 

A step on the road to home

When you are lonely and sick of heart

Go to the friends and family we know 

And burry your sorrows in doing good deeds

Miss me-but let me go"

Mia no more!

update on life:

sorry i have been MIA for a little while, i really decided to take a break from baby dancing. I just wanted to check in with you and let you know what has been going on. We recently made the decision to let two of my best fiends kids live with my husband and I because my best friend moved to the San Fernando Valley (some personal reasons for her family ) and we wanted them to be able to stay in the same schools, which has been really fun, a real blessing, a sense of family ive never experienced, exciting but things have been a little chaotic, but not in a bad way, just in a way that's us making a routine of things and changes... we are all doing the best we can under the circumstances! They are both seriously incredible kids, and have shown they are truly doing their best with what little I have to provide them, but most of all i miss their mom! My life partner. Partner in crime, and other half...my best friend 

PCOS update:

my body is going absolutely crazy, essentially I didn't get a period for 4 months, then I got it for 21 days straight, 9 days off, and then now 15 days back bleeding. Since I have no insurance still, I just was going to deal with it, but it's been very heavy, painful, and I'm passing a lot of clots... So I gave in and emailed the angel of a nurse at dr M's office. Today, She ended up having me come in for an injection of progesterone, and called me in an rx for provera for the next 5 days.... Hope it stops everything and gives me a little time to restart my cycle. The next things dr M talked about was possibly starting back on metformin... We will see how that goes!   

Stay tuned.

Xoxo 

LuLu

Ps new insurance enrollment October 1st!